Thursday, June 24, 2010

Sleepless nite

Yet again... A nite had ceased n dawn knocking... The stars hiding behind the clouds... The sounds of train, cars, motorcycle and all sorts of vehicles buzzing and zooming through the night... The light blinking against the dark moonless sky... But me? Laying still looking to the unmoved walls of my room... Cold stink my bone... Loneliness creep on my bed... Tiredness squeezed my muscles... My brain exhausted n running at minimum speed to keep alive... My blood seems unaffected by my cold skin and keep running wild in my warm veins... Rushing through various channel but yet again make a turn through my heart... This heart never stop pumping in and out till the blood frozen... However this particular heart seems to be jolting n shocked... And I'm sure that the blood have nothing to do with it... Its caused by sumthing else... The 'heart' caused it... This 'heart' have been disturbed by several scenes flashing through my kodak head like a series of blur movie. Nothing could be seen or hear clearly but give a sense to the 'heart'... Sense of ambiguity, scare, worry, hopeless... Yeah it create a wave of 'DESPAIR'... God save me...
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